Diari Yaya

Monday, August 6, 2012

A step to become a WOMAN...^_^

Perkahwinan is not an easy thing to do..at least for me..bcoz I realized that bile brkahwin..is not all about me...I have to think others...especially sape yg bakal jd suami aku la..so..when I started menyatakan hasrat suci murni aku tu...kak mas n my sis mulalah operasi training diorg ala2 guru disiplin menyuruh aku buat itu ini...bg tips begitu begini...yg menukar pemikiran aku tntg hrga sebuah perkahwinan...konklusinye yg boleh aku buat di sini ialah....fuhh...sushnye nk kawen ni..berat tanggungjwb...huhu

Tp good pointnye ialah....I learn a lot!!!....and it was fun though....explore new things...feel new breeze...and ya...spread the love bebeh!!!....

Aku rase beruntung sgt sb dpt mengenali dia...spt yg famili aku sedia maklum...aku ni lack byk bnda...klu letak hantaran tggi2 melangit pn...tp "kosong"..aku rase xguna juga...yela x setimpal dgn nilainye...aku pn penah dgr ceramah dr Ustaz Azhar..yg mana klu nk letak hntaran tggi bialah sepadan dgn keperibadian pmpuan tu..mksdnye...klu letak smpai 10k tp masak xtaw...solat xpndai...dan mcm2 lg...kn nmpk mcm xlogik di situ...itu bg aku la...sb tu aku pn klu leh  nk ikot kmampuan dia je...sb lps kawen lg penting kn..pd aku, dia byk kompromi dgn aku dlm byk hal...n aku rase brsyukur sgt...famili aku sume dh knl dgn dia...kak mas pn mcm selesa dgn dia..dan aku brharap sgt segalanye dipermudahkn oleh-Nya...Aminn..

Skrg ni aku dlm proses blajar mengenali dia...ape yg dia ske mkn..hobi dia...ape yg dia ske..ape yg dia xske..ape yg wat dia mara...mcm2 la...for me, marriage is like a puzzle...and I want to place it piece by piece  of every moments with him...dgr mcm fantasia cite novel cinta yg org kaya kawen ngan org miskin...xpn bos kawen ngn kuli...or puteri raje dgn org kebanyakan je kn??..but itu la dunia fantasi aku..dh name pn fantasi..layankn je suda...hehehehe

P/S: tggu mase yg sesuai...=)


~salam sayang~

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